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My husband,
he was murdered.

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The man who killed him

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is free.

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You don't know why he did it?

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I wrote to him in prison.

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No reply.

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Daniel Brennan is deaf.

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I didn't book an interpreter
for our initial interview.

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- And?
- I missed it,
and now he's missing.

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- He's out of prison.
- Brennan?

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If he does anything stupid,
he goes straight back in.

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What are you doing here?

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Open the fucking door!

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Fuck...

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Let him go!

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Get in!

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Tell him he's here.

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Weird, she usually tells me
where she's going.

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She's so angry with me.

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If I could just explain...

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Where were you?

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What happened?

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Just a friend.
Tell me. What happened?

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I saw Miri with Brennan.

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You can go, now, thank you.

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- Brennan attacked you.
- No, he didn't.

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He just got into a fight
with someone, that's all.

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I can't believe it.

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I'll-- I'll get some ice
for that.

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What the hell is going on?
Brennan is out

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and you've got a boyfriend,
you can't even tell me!

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- Miri...
- What's with all these secrets?

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No, no, no. Get off me, Mom!

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Thank you.

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We need to tell the police.

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No, no, no.
It was an accident.

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Don't be ridiculous.

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He hit you in the face.

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No, Mom. Okay?

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He wasn't looking for me.

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Whatever it is,
it has nothing to do with us.

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Nothing.

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What are you doing?

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I'm calling the police.

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No, no, no, no.

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She's not in shape
to make a statement, is she?

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Besides, it's not
what she wants.

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What about me?
What about what I want?

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Look, just leave it
with me and I'll see
if I can get some answers.

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But in the meantime,
I'll just give you both
a little space.

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But I promise,
I won't let Brennan

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anywhere near you
and Miri ever again.

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Okay.

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South Dales Probation and
Offender Management Service,

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please leave a message.

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Calling about one of your guys.

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Daniel Brennan.

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He's running around
attacking people at parties.

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He hit a woman
in the face, and that's
an arrestable offense.

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You'd better recall him
first thing in the morning,

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and let the police
do their job.

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For fuck's sake.

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♪ Ten years in here
No-one near ♪

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♪ No-one to sign my name

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♪ No-one to sign my name

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♪ Nowhere to hide my shame

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Hello. I'm Michael.

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This is David.

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I've just joined the
Offender Management Team here,

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still getting up to speed.

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You understand us okay?

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It's been ages.

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What has?

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Signing.

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How long?

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Don't know. Six years?

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That's a long time
without communication.

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Used to it.

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So, how is it?

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Prison?

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- Quiet.
- Are you following the rules?

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You understand them?

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- I'm not in any trouble, right?
- No.

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Where do you work?

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Work?

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You can work here,
canteen, workshop.

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Earn privileges, earn money.

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TV in your room.

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How long left on your sentence?

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Don't know.

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What do you mean?

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You don't know how long
you're in here for?

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Can't read
the paperwork.

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Don't know what it says.

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Doesn't matter, I'm doing
my time. It's fine.

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What happened
at school?

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Wasn't there long
enough. Got kicked out.

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How come?

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It was like this,
like prison.

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Okay, we're going to sort all
this for you.

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This one next?

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It's about your wife.

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What is it?

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Your wife, she's...

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00:17:57,849 --> 00:18:00,849
I'm sorry, sh--
She's passed away.

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Dad, stop! Dad!

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00:20:27,549 --> 00:20:30,529
Calling about one
of your guys. Daniel Brennan.

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00:20:31,049 --> 00:20:33,649
He's running around
attacking people at parties.

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00:20:34,109 --> 00:20:36,769
He hit a woman
in the face, and that's
an arrestable offense.

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00:20:37,490 --> 00:20:39,505
You'd better recall him
first thing in the morning,

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and let the police
do their job.

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Who's that?

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No name, withheld number.

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00:20:45,909 --> 00:20:47,829
You've already started on
Brennan's recall, haven't you?

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I told you, I made a mistake.

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Anna, we talked about this.
He killed someone.

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Who knows what he's capable
of? -Okay!

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I'm-- I'm going to keep
calling him today,

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and if I don't hear back
by the end of the day,

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then I'll put him on the list
for recall.

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00:21:02,700 --> 00:21:05,120
No, there's not much
information here.

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00:21:06,500 --> 00:21:09,240
Only Brennan really knows what
happened between him and
your...

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And your husband.

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00:21:12,580 --> 00:21:13,580
Right.

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I don't know if you can
make peace with that,
but you might have to.

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- No.
- What?

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00:21:18,045 --> 00:21:19,700
No, I have to keep trying.

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00:21:21,120 --> 00:21:22,156
If I could just
get to him somehow,

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00:21:22,244 --> 00:21:24,080
talk to him,
then he'll have to tell me.

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00:21:24,940 --> 00:21:27,380
What about that probation
officer who called yesterday?

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00:21:28,200 --> 00:21:29,200
Maybe we could set up
a meeting?

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Christine, darling,

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you might have to let this go.

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00:21:34,356 --> 00:21:38,600
No, I have to try, otherwise
I'll always be wondering.

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00:21:39,413 --> 00:21:41,170
Surely you get that?

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00:21:41,299 --> 00:21:43,480
I just don't want to see you
get hurt, that's all.

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00:21:46,899 --> 00:21:47,940
Hiya. All right?

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00:21:48,680 --> 00:21:50,839
Um, I don't know if you caught
my name last night, but I'm...

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00:21:50,918 --> 00:21:54,579
Sorry, I'm-- I'm Ste-phen.

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00:21:57,599 --> 00:21:59,180
He's trying to help us.

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00:22:01,299 --> 00:22:04,000
To find Brennan,
get us some answers.

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00:22:04,619 --> 00:22:07,299
- Can I give you my number?
- What for?

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00:22:07,799 --> 00:22:09,579
He used to be in the police.

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00:22:10,079 --> 00:22:12,500
He's doing this as
a favor to me, okay?

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00:22:15,198 --> 00:22:16,817
Fine.

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00:22:18,339 --> 00:22:19,939
So, if...

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00:22:19,940 --> 00:22:22,613
If anyone spots Brennan,

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or if you hear anything
about his whereabouts,
you can just call me.

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00:22:28,140 --> 00:22:29,614
I'm sorry, you can te...

150
00:22:29,744 --> 00:22:32,259
Just text me. Text is fine.

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00:22:32,380 --> 00:22:35,440
Thank you. I'll give you a call
when I hear something.

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00:22:37,849 --> 00:22:41,429
Make sure you're ready
for the reunion, okay?
I'll be back.

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00:22:42,730 --> 00:22:46,015
- I'm sorry about that.
- No, I should be apologizing.
I messed that up.

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00:22:46,143 --> 00:22:48,490
Don't worry about it.
I'm going to try
this probation officer.

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00:22:51,130 --> 00:22:52,130
I'll give you a lift.

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00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:43,320
I'm sorry, she's passed away.

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00:25:26,899 --> 00:25:29,259
They've added 42 days
to your sentence.

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00:25:35,150 --> 00:25:37,227
I'm sorry for what happened
to your wife,

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00:25:37,344 --> 00:25:39,030
but you can't carry on
like this.

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00:25:51,500 --> 00:25:53,480
I want to register
for English lessons.

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00:25:54,240 --> 00:25:55,240
They teach it here, right?

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00:25:57,950 --> 00:26:01,269
Okay, I can arrange that
for you.

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00:28:08,795 --> 00:28:09,957
Hi.

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00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:12,600
I'll wait here for you.

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00:28:12,731 --> 00:28:14,749
Okay. Okay.

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00:28:21,066 --> 00:28:22,558
Here we are.

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00:28:28,349 --> 00:28:29,449
So, how can I help?

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00:28:30,149 --> 00:28:32,644
I was wondering
if you could arrange for me

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00:28:32,754 --> 00:28:35,029
to meet with Daniel Brennan,
to talk.

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00:28:37,250 --> 00:28:39,069
You do things like that,
I think?

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00:28:40,769 --> 00:28:42,869
Supervised contact
between offenders and victims?

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00:28:44,089 --> 00:28:45,907
Um, yeah.

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00:28:46,006 --> 00:28:47,006
I can see what I can do.

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00:28:47,065 --> 00:28:49,049
Okay, that's great. That's
good.

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00:28:49,470 --> 00:28:50,869
What did you want to talk
to him about?

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00:28:53,849 --> 00:28:55,750
My husband was a good person.

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00:28:56,669 --> 00:28:59,969
Well, of course I'm going to
say that, but he really was.

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00:29:01,709 --> 00:29:03,990
He'd go out of his way
to help everyone that he could.

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00:29:05,750 --> 00:29:06,942
We always used to joke that

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there was three of us
in our relationship.

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00:29:09,289 --> 00:29:12,069
It was me, him
and the deaf community.

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00:29:13,689 --> 00:29:15,979
I lost track of
the number of times
he'd come home late

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00:29:16,102 --> 00:29:20,314
because he was
trying to stop a deaf kid
from falling behind,

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00:29:20,437 --> 00:29:22,359
or listening to
someone's problems,

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00:29:22,482 --> 00:29:25,509
helping them to fix whatever it
was that was going wrong.

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00:29:27,750 --> 00:29:29,849
And that's what he was doing
with Brennan, too.

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00:29:32,899 --> 00:29:36,144
Another late night, listening
to someone's problems.

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00:29:37,785 --> 00:29:39,539
Except this time...

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00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:44,640
he ended up dead.

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00:29:47,500 --> 00:29:49,259
And I don't know why.

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00:29:51,140 --> 00:29:54,059
I know he confessed,
but they were friends.

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00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:55,160
What changed?

193
00:29:55,819 --> 00:29:57,059
It doesn't make sense.

194
00:30:00,549 --> 00:30:02,929
So if you could find a way
to talk to him,

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00:30:04,308 --> 00:30:06,563
next time you see him,

196
00:30:06,688 --> 00:30:09,529
and tell him that
I need to know.

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00:30:12,599 --> 00:30:14,019
It would ease my mind.

198
00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:21,280
Right, so, it must have been
really hard for you?

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00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:23,580
I mean,
I knew he was coming out...

200
00:30:24,380 --> 00:30:27,900
God, I've had months
to prepare for it, but...

201
00:30:29,320 --> 00:30:32,040
Now he actually is out,
it's all coming back,

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00:30:32,519 --> 00:30:33,900
like it happened yesterday.

203
00:30:34,660 --> 00:30:36,460
We can't force him
to meet with you.

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00:30:37,340 --> 00:30:39,820
He's under no legal obligation
to do so, I'm afraid.

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00:30:40,620 --> 00:30:42,860
But we can put in a request,
see what happens.

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00:30:43,019 --> 00:30:45,120
Yeah, but don't get
your hopes up.

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00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:48,685
You'll have to excuse
my colleague, she's...

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00:30:48,796 --> 00:30:51,340
She's still new,
still optimistic.

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00:30:52,980 --> 00:30:54,360
Okay, look, well, I'd better
go.

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00:30:55,660 --> 00:30:57,620
But you will call me,
and tell me what he says?

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00:30:57,700 --> 00:30:58,700
Yeah, absolutely.

212
00:31:03,549 --> 00:31:06,649
- What was that all about?
- What do you mean?

213
00:31:06,730 --> 00:31:08,809
You can't just go round telling
people what they want to hear.

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00:31:08,916 --> 00:31:10,642
We're probation,
not counseling.

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00:31:10,750 --> 00:31:13,809
- I know you think
I'm stupid for caring.
- No, I don't.

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00:31:14,750 --> 00:31:17,289
But don't worry. Couple more
years, I'll be just like you.

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00:31:31,001 --> 00:31:35,063
♪ Touched the sand
With my feet ♪

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00:31:35,184 --> 00:31:39,728
♪ Never did come back

219
00:33:10,049 --> 00:33:11,669
Sorry, bloody traffic.

220
00:33:15,593 --> 00:33:17,143
Wow!

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00:33:17,289 --> 00:33:18,490
It's not too much, is it?

222
00:33:18,529 --> 00:33:20,369
No, you look beautiful.

223
00:33:21,910 --> 00:33:24,690
Okay, three.

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00:33:25,730 --> 00:33:27,990
- Three what?
- Three months.

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00:33:29,769 --> 00:33:33,549
You asked me how long
Stephen and I have been...

226
00:33:37,049 --> 00:33:39,390
Wait, three months?
Does that mean...?

227
00:33:40,349 --> 00:33:42,269
Yeah. While you've
been at university.

228
00:33:43,750 --> 00:33:46,269
But why you couldn't tell me?

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00:33:47,170 --> 00:33:49,890
I wanted to wait
until I was sure.

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00:33:50,930 --> 00:33:51,930
I don't know.

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00:33:52,349 --> 00:33:55,009
He's the first one
in a long time that I...

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00:33:57,099 --> 00:34:01,069
I thought I might be able
to introduce to you.

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00:34:02,809 --> 00:34:06,267
I'm sorry
that we didn't have time

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00:34:06,375 --> 00:34:08,789
to look at your speech
properly.

235
00:34:09,309 --> 00:34:11,250
I still don't know what to say.

236
00:34:11,309 --> 00:34:13,750
Course you do. He's your dad!

237
00:34:13,855 --> 00:34:14,977
Not any more.

238
00:34:16,800 --> 00:34:18,860
No, it's not like
I've forgotten him.

239
00:34:21,643 --> 00:34:24,426
But he was just my dad,
when he was alive.

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00:34:26,250 --> 00:34:30,449
And ever since he left,
he's just become
bigger and bigger,

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00:34:31,050 --> 00:34:34,530
like, I don't know, a saint,
or a god or something.

242
00:34:36,429 --> 00:34:39,499
And even now, people come up
to me and tell me

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00:34:39,613 --> 00:34:43,670
what an amazing man he was,
but I never knew
that side of him.

244
00:34:44,969 --> 00:34:48,429
And I never know
what to say back,
but say thank you.

245
00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:49,745
But...

246
00:34:52,599 --> 00:34:55,659
But I'm too frightened of
saying the wrong thing about
him.

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00:34:56,000 --> 00:34:58,518
He's too big,
and he's too important.

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00:34:58,651 --> 00:34:59,801
I get it.

249
00:35:00,819 --> 00:35:03,099
The longer I go without him,

250
00:35:03,219 --> 00:35:05,339
the further away he feels.

251
00:35:06,380 --> 00:35:09,319
The more I forget
the small things.

252
00:35:11,059 --> 00:35:14,259
The way he used
to brush your hair.

253
00:35:16,199 --> 00:35:21,219
The way he used
to make breakfast
for us both every morning.

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00:35:25,480 --> 00:35:28,139
The way he used to fart
when he thought
no-one could hear.

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- Mom!
- Don't go putting that
in your speech.

256
00:35:31,379 --> 00:35:32,379
No, I won't, I won't.

257
00:35:33,949 --> 00:35:36,569
The point is, he was normal.

258
00:35:38,210 --> 00:35:43,929
He had his own weird stuff
going on, like me, like you.

259
00:35:44,589 --> 00:35:46,489
So don't overthink it, okay?

260
00:35:46,654 --> 00:35:49,033
Okay. Okay, Mom.

261
00:35:49,199 --> 00:35:55,039
I'm sorry I didn't tell you
about Stephen.

262
00:35:56,063 --> 00:35:57,482
But I think...

263
00:35:58,704 --> 00:36:01,543
I think enough time has passed

264
00:36:01,661 --> 00:36:05,445
that your dad
would want me to move on.

265
00:36:06,904 --> 00:36:08,204
To try...

266
00:36:09,900 --> 00:36:13,104
To try and be happy

267
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with someone else.

268
00:36:15,539 --> 00:36:16,773
What do you think?

269
00:36:18,085 --> 00:36:20,980
Can you give me more time
on that one?

270
00:36:23,199 --> 00:36:24,199
Okay, darling.

271
00:38:29,650 --> 00:38:31,210
Hey, what is it?

272
00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:36,820
Last night, Carly was there.

273
00:38:40,627 --> 00:38:43,086
- With Brennan?
- Yeah.

274
00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:47,320
I can't stop thinking about
her, what it must have been
like for her.

275
00:38:48,300 --> 00:38:51,179
I mean, she wasn't happy to
see me, and I don't blame her.

276
00:38:51,940 --> 00:38:53,491
You told me not to contact
them, after...

277
00:38:53,587 --> 00:38:55,139
After what happened.

278
00:38:56,380 --> 00:38:58,678
I understand why...

279
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but she must have felt so
alone.

280
00:39:01,059 --> 00:39:03,179
Well, she's still got her dad.

281
00:39:03,239 --> 00:39:04,400
Yeah, but she lost her mom.

282
00:39:05,099 --> 00:39:06,440
We all have our share
of the pain.

283
00:39:07,460 --> 00:39:10,000
Yeah, I'm sorry. You're right.

284
00:39:11,039 --> 00:39:13,239
It's been a lot,
seeing them again.

285
00:39:14,280 --> 00:39:15,280
All these feelings...

286
00:39:15,980 --> 00:39:18,559
I don't know what to do with
them, or where to put them

287
00:39:19,179 --> 00:39:23,399
If you'd rather stay home
and give this reunion a miss...

288
00:39:23,400 --> 00:39:26,460
- No, no.
- I'm sure they'd understand.

289
00:39:26,599 --> 00:39:27,929
No, I want to do it.

290
00:39:28,577 --> 00:39:29,840
You sure?

291
00:39:30,559 --> 00:39:31,840
I have to do the speech.

292
00:43:12,346 --> 00:43:16,089
♪ Ten years in here
No-one near ♪

293
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♪ No-one to sign my name

294
00:43:20,300 --> 00:43:23,719
♪ No-one to sign my name

295
00:43:23,827 --> 00:43:27,462
♪ Nowhere to hide my shame

296
00:43:30,269 --> 00:43:33,076
♪ One day soon
I'll be forgiven ♪

297
00:43:34,120 --> 00:43:37,971
♪ Even though
I don't know what I've done ♪

298
00:43:38,079 --> 00:43:41,534
♪ Some say there's no use
In trying ♪

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♪ To be free under the sun